yesterday, the impact of leaving my current project finally hit home.
contrary to everyone's thoughts, i feel sad.
i enjoyed being in the project, but more importantly working with my teammates.
the love-hate relationship is just incredible.
i vacated my working table-with-a-view for another to take over.
and given a room meant for two, view-less.
granted i have more privacy and good company, but it's different.
technically, i am still with the project for two days in a week and will work with my teammates.
but end april, it will all be over.
like all good things, they end.
planned sometimes, unexpectedly most times.
coping and moving forward is tough.
adjustments to be made, physically, mentally and even emotionally.
the responsibility and expectations of my other day job is already mounting.
soon, i will be completely immersed in it.
i may even grow to like it.
the new team is dynamic and i can already see the element of fun present.
but deep down, i will miss my current team.
mismatched personalities. individuals. friends. :)
(on a lighter note, niza will be in the new team. omg! lol)
The team is like match made in heaven...all of us is just like pillars..one gone..the other might still survived..now 2 is gone...the rest might not hold longer...and even with a replacement pillar, things will not be the same (the old pillars are really huge pillars compared to the new thin slim pillar) LOL
ReplyDeleteHahaha Adeshhh this is soooo good one!! new thin pillar!
ReplyDeleteAnyway, yes I believe we are the best team I ever worked with.
farahat i feel sad too. can't tell the sad feeling when i walked into the room after that weekend and saw there's someone else seating at your place. Honestly, the room is never the same again.. without you and Nik (for the time being). But again, you are just next door lah!!!! look out for the knocks on the wall hahaha!