years left

i will be 42 by year end.
honest opinions say, on average, i look 35 today.
today, i feel like i have aged at least 3 years from yesterday.
which means, yesterday, i looked 32.

i'm beginning to catch up with my birth age.
the gap between my birth age and my physical age is closing.
but inside, i feel i'm 27.

a white vespa

i think i've come to another crossroad in my life path.
of late, my mind has been on getting myself a scooter.
yup, that's right.
a scooter.
that motorised thing with two small wheels that you ride on without pedalling.
something that my father says, we should never have.

well, i feel like a scooter now.
not any scooter but a white scooter.
specifically, a white vespa.
yeah, that what's i want.
and with a white safety crash helmet to match.
if i had that vespa, i could take that crossroad ever so smartly.



but if i can't get myself that vespa,
then maybe i'll settle for a bicycle.
a mountain bike with gears to tackle hilly terrains.
and if i can't get that bike either,
then i want to build a small pool with those water jets,
that would allow me to swim in one spot.
and if that is not possible either,
then i'll get myself some underwear.
i think i need that too.

but first choice
is a white vespa.
i'm serious.